A touch of Sweetness

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Friendship means nothing...just ask any adult you know.
Friends use each other like tissue paper...that's rite.
THE ONE WHO SITS AND SMILES BESIDE YOU DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU
AND NEITHER DO YOU MEAN ANYTHING TO HIM/HER
2 years...3 years...10 years...it all disapparates so fast...
Then comes marriage...which lasts for as long as the couple loves each other....but there r
temptations...
right now,all we have to do is strive for the best in results but things are getting so competitive...I went to a few J.cs and the people there are so obsessed with the status quo that its scary...
The competitiveness continues when you are working.
All this doesn't stop until you are DEAD
Sometimes I wish i were dead...
But I have a mission...to save as many people as I can...as many people that I love and know...
And its hard because I am weak...I...can't let go of things easily...
Taht's why i hate getting to know new people...
because it means seeing more people I know dying...on that day...
And I'm sorry when I walk pass you in the corridors and ignore u...because I'm trying to forget...
But there always those faces which I cannot ignore...
like butterflies...
so delicate...so fragile...
so easily devoured by fire and sorrow and fear...
Like me.
And if I don't stop walking...even though I want to...I know I won't be able to stand against it...
And i'll be killed...
And I'ld have failed my master...
Actually come to think of it...I have already failed...
Soon my existence will come to past...the master has so many other servants...
Good,loyal,beautiful,selfless...
Without any demons within them...
I guess what I've been trying to say is...
Sorry
For being unable to save anyone...or help anyone...
And for being unable to protect the ones I love...
For failing my master...
for passing and ignoring the ones I love...
for existing...

-when are you coming back? ;