A touch of Sweetness

Saturday, June 12, 2010

I wonder if the people around me know how I feel about them.
Do they all think I'm a nice, er...nice to push-around person?( nervous laughter)
Right. Since no one even comes here...

To the people who ever broken me:

Ezra, I understand why you left S-Word and I'm glad you went to a better church and found better friends and stuff, but yeah. After you left church has really sucked. I'm the only 1994 left here.

Emily, thanks for all the great times we shared, hope you're happy in the new church.

Shawn, you probably have your reasons, and I tried my best to forget everything you said that actually hurt. But if you think you can step on me all the time like ZiEn, I think I'll snap back at you one of these days.K? It's ok if u forgot what u said but dun worry. Forgiven. Just dun try yr luck by repeatedly blurting out stuff like that:)

Huiyu. You're a great friend. But sometimes you do like to compare how many more friends you have than me. You also like to cut into my conversations with people and throw me aside.You worked hard to get where you are. High IQ, high EQ, bt work more on the sensitivity.

Mum and dad and Hagios, gd job being a happy family. You look so nice together I sometimes forget I exist. So I dun dare to show u wat I'm drawing. Understand this word?

SHY

otherwise, I love you guys. You're the best parents anyone can have, but you grunt a lot at me or just treat me like I'm a lunatic. And you dun listen to me the moment the T.V's on...

SAILORS. Something happened the moment we went to separate classes. We changed. I accept that. Just PLEASE k. I'm fro 4L1, and my grades aren't awesome. Just dun look at me in corridors like I'm a delinquent now.

Teachers. You said you never gave up on me. OH REALLY???Nah. You guys are awesome.

Daoshis. I'm sorry I'm not more open. Maybe it's all the people in JYF who look at me like I'm a weirdo. You want me to change? I thought we were supposed to accept people. Not force them to change.

That's it. I'll concentrate on O'levels. Just one thing.

I think I'm going to die this year.I feel it.Maybe not literally. Maybe my personality will just change or something.

Thanks for letting me let out some of the darkness inside me.:)

and one more thing.

ARE YOU HAPPY?

-when are you coming back? ;

Friday, June 11, 2010

Woah... Haven't posted in a long time. In Church now...AAAHHH!!!HELP ME!!!HOW DO U DANCE THE SORRY SORRY DANCE???Hang on...
How do u TEACH people to dance the stupid dance???

-when are you coming back? ;